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BeautyQueen
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November 1, 2009 5:36PM
After years of being silent and everything everyone else wanting me to be what they want me to be, I resubmit my life to the Peforming Arts. The 'Real World' is far from real to me. Constantly put down by others while I look equally, or up to them will I ever find a place, a home, acceptance. I love the finer things of life and all of them most people, that I have been cursed with, cannot identify with, or want a freeride (free tickets or me to do and supply the there with all to provide it to happen). Needless to say I am alone, but far from lonely. I live with 6 other characters and am the Marilyn Munster of the bunch. The dating realm is not a subject nor consern. I miss my Mother, I miss working the road (traveling), and the photographers along side my Agents. When I had the previous experience in our 'Real World', I could supply for my Family, provide the essentials of life without exhausting myself for 40 hours and lesser pay. My world no one could actually relate to and Familly was the star, but when I was in front of the camera it was just me. When I received my fir… More After years of being silent and everything everyone else wanting me to be what they want me to be, I resubmit my life to the Peforming Arts. The 'Real World' is far from real to me. Constantly put down by others while I look equally, or up to them will I ever find a place, a home, acceptance. I love the finer things of life and all of them most people, that I have been cursed with, cannot identify with, or want a freeride (free tickets or me to do and supply the there with all to provide it to happen). Needless to say I am alone, but far from lonely. I live with 6 other characters and am the Marilyn Munster of the bunch. The dating realm is not a subject nor consern. I miss my Mother, I miss working the road (traveling), and the photographers along side my Agents. When I had the previous experience in our 'Real World', I could supply for my Family, provide the essentials of life without exhausting myself for 40 hours and lesser pay. My world no one could actually relate to and Familly was the star, but when I was in front of the camera it was just me. When I received my first International Model/Talent Association award I could not believe someone else saw me for who I really am. Less
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